Entrepreneurship is living a few years of your life like most people won't, so that you can spend the rest of your life like most people can't*. Don't confuse this statement with what most people unquesitonably will; owning your own business is not about money, it's about living in an environment where you truly test yourself. Where your business and your livelyhood are moved in material ways by your decisions, actions, and voice.
Don't get me wrong, the money is there for those of us who test well. But the true value of entreprenuership is living your life working for something that utterly and completely embodies your character - your stamina - your will. At least, that's what it means to me. I know that life is about balance, but frankly I am at my best when I can bring that balance to everything that I encounter - work, family, anything.
The prospect of entreprenueriship keeps me moving forward. After my experience in college, and even after spending the last 15 months working at a great company with perks, opportunity, and security like no other - I know that I am invariably headed in the entreprenuerial direction. But that's where it stops, for now.
Given my age, the economic situation, and - above all else - the lack of an idea have kept me grounded. Sometimes it seems that the fact I'm blogging about this is part of the problem. I find myself void of a pursuable idea that carries the right risk:reward ratio. So I distract myself from making any headway by reciting vague deluisions of granduer. Obviously I could drop what I'm doing and go start a company - any company - but it wouldn't be a business that I was truly passionate about. Then again, maybe that's how you distinguish a real entreprenuer from the rest. Or, that's how you define foolishness. Only time will tell. For now, I'm keeping myself preparred to move on an opportunity that I like.
If it's not already obvious, I'm growing restless. While I love my job, the people I work with, and the problems that we're working on, I know this wouldn't be the job I would pick if I could do anything. The prospect of building a business, creating jobs, and fostering a culture is just too appealing. I'm floored that most people don't feel the same.
For now, I'll distract myself with school, new hobbies, and the junior-high pressure to find a date for Google's holiday party by Friday. :\